admin 发表于 2021-9-23 14:33:10

7年公考,上午缺考,下午还来

<section style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 5px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; letter-spacing: 0.544px; min-height: 1em; widows: 1; text-align: right; line-height: normal; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: rgb(178, 178, 178); font-family: 微软雅黑; letter-spacing: 1.5px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">创作楼主<span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important;">/</span></span><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-family: 微软雅黑; letter-spacing: 1.5px; color: rgb(120, 172, 254); box-sizing: border-box !important;">白豆腐123</span></span><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 20px; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><strong style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; letter-spacing: 0.544px; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-family: 微软雅黑; letter-spacing: 1.5px; color: rgb(120, 172, 254); box-sizing: border-box !important;"></span></strong></span><strong style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; letter-spacing: 0.544px; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></strong></section><section style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 5px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; font-variant-numeric: normal; font-variant-east-asian: normal; letter-spacing: 0.544px; min-height: 1em; widows: 1; text-align: right; line-height: normal; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></section><p style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; line-height: 2em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">七年公考路,盐甜酸苦都饱尝。一句话概括总路程:7年20次参考(含事业单位) 进面6次&nbsp;&nbsp;成功1次。写下这篇,算是总结回首,愿给论坛小伙伴一些参考,也不忘论坛四五年的陪伴。</span></p><p style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; line-height: 2em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></span></p><p style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; line-height: 2em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><strong style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: rgb(120, 172, 254); font-size: 24px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">蜜月期:四进面试</strong></p><p style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; line-height: 2em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">这几年可以说和公考接触最紧密,也是机会最好却又错过的一段时光。有兴奋有惊讶更多也是后悔。</span></p><p style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; line-height: 2em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">初出茅庐的我将公考作为就业目标之一,上来就国考省考一起串。当年备考态度就不端正,抱着试试水的心态,裸考上阵,为的是体验感觉,积累经验。其实也错失了认真准备的机会和应届生的优势。当时记得省考某法院岗位,三十多人报考(如今起码破百)最后第十名左右,意料中的失败也给我添了些自信,认为没复习尚且如此,来年认真复习一定上。国考自然也是裸考,就当去无锡旅游了。和大多数人一样,失败后,找了当地一家公司上班,规模挺大,从基层开始干起。</span></p><p style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; line-height: 2em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">经验:应届生一定要把握优势,尤其疫情期间,认真复习,全力奋斗,不放过任何机会。</span></p><p style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; line-height: 2em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">上班期间,参加了个省属事业单位(医院)考试,人生第一次进面。有点激动,但因为自己本身有工作加上排名靠后,不重视,也没准备,面试好像71分,失败。转眼来年,复习一轮再次挑战省考,却不甚理想,未进面。</span></p><p style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; line-height: 2em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">随后家乡某县的事业单位第二进面,当时培训班还没那么热门,自己从网上找来面试题目,背了好几题大概练练走上考场,结果可想而知。至今还记得当时在考场上面对考官不敢抬头,面红耳赤,断断续续的情景,滋味非常尴尬。15、16年陆续参加几次考试,公考一无所获,进过两次事业单位的面试,却因分差,经验等各种原因最终无功而返。不知不觉蹉跎了四年的宝贵时光。这期间在单位也渐渐站稳脚跟,不断获得工作经验,日子也就一天天过去。</span></p><section style="margin-right: 16px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0em; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">&nbsp;</span><br style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><strong style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: rgb(120, 172, 254); font-size: 24px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">冷冻期:未能参战</strong><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></span></section><p style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; line-height: 2em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">这两年我的思想发生了波动。由于前些年数次尝试却折戟沉沙,有些意志消沉。而在公司中,由于自己慢慢的努力和年限增长,也算成长为公司老员工了,职位也变成了部门小主管,薪酬也慢慢增长,划下来也有七八千一个月了。思想也产生了一丝的动摇:其实人生有好多条路可以走,干嘛非盯着考公一条路呢?自己在企业里混的也不错,在当地的工资也算可以了,这样干干,说不定好几年后比公务员工资还高呢,做个城市白领也是可以啊。</span></p><p style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; line-height: 2em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">这个阶段也遇到我人生中最重要的人,我的女友。高高的个子,乌黑的长发,长长的双腿,初识时温柔的笑容,内心萌动。但接下来的感情之路也并不顺利,她的条件不乏追求者,并且公司恋情并不被看好,和她的表白了有了接触,但关系也未明确回应。在感情的拉锯战中也消耗了很多精力,公考的事于是在多方原因下被搁置。</span></p><p style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; line-height: 2em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">这两年没有参加任何考试,一度想在企业的职场终老,功成名就。当然也浪费了考试的黄金两年。</span></p><section style="margin-right: 16px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0em; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></span><br style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><strong style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: rgb(120, 172, 254); font-size: 24px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">转折期:惨遭翻盘</strong><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 14px; font-family: 等线; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></span></section><p style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; line-height: 2em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">2019年可谓是转折的一年,现在回头想想可谓煎熬,焦虑,犹豫,后悔,一切尽在不言中。</span></p><p style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; line-height: 2em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">18下半年公司事情渐渐多起来,又近年关,更是忙的焦头烂额。私企大家都懂的,白天黑夜拼命干,周末奉献,白加黑,晚上灯火通明时关上电脑家常便饭。公司也时常传来裁员消息,虽说自己暂时稳定,可恍惚间也明白了:自己极度缺乏安全感,走不走老板一句话。自己非名校,本身水平也有限,什么大城市,金融投行之类不可能,现在的东西并不是我内心想要的。人生路还长,何不再尝试一下?</span></p><p style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; line-height: 2em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">18年省考准备了一阵就重新上阵,准备再次开战。但也许巧合,公司的季度会议正巧就是笔试之日,还是在周六,会议一季度一次重要不能请假,犹豫中只能放弃。上午开完会,还不甘心的下午参加了申论。虽然没啥用,就当体验下考试滋味。还记得监考老师看我的眼神,这人奇怪啊,上午缺考,下午怎还来?</span></p><p style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; line-height: 2em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">18年事业单位考试紧接到来,继续参战。那次考完就一直惦记成绩,也许是感觉有希望进面试。查成绩那天,点开手机,职位内排行第1字样映入眼帘,当时在公司心跳很快,血冲大脑,也许老天这次真的让上岸了。随后准备面试,因为之前有过面试经验,所以还是自己复习,买来书本,练习题目,还请妹妹过来一起帮我模拟。因为她在体制内,也给我不少好建议。笔试领先1分,虽然不多,却也给我些许信心。</span></p><p style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; line-height: 2em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">面试终于到来,进入考场紧张,但很快调整进入状态。整个过程感觉挺流利,题目也不太难,声音挺高,考官还对我点点头。成绩出来时79分,历次最高,非常开心,虽然不知道第二分数,但自我感觉良好,并且一想还领先1分,除非她80+,稳了。何况80以上很难很难。回家还和爸妈汇报,都觉得这次的希望挺大的。还写个辞职报告草稿,准备脱离苦海。后来想想可笑,报告后来是用上了,不是当时。</span></p><p style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; line-height: 2em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">周一焦虑中没有出分,等到周二上午公告,心跳很快,快速浏览名单,第二名面试82,总成绩第一,被逆袭了。当时有点不敢相信,愣住再看一遍,之后无尽失落涌入心头,不太可能的事最终还是发生了。回看名单,自己那次分数在同考场里很高,符合预期,但偏偏遇上面试大神,命啊。更多是高分被逆袭后不甘和后悔吧。</span></p><p style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; line-height: 2em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">之后整个人无精打采,工作也提不起精神,没有走出来。夏天天气热,人烦闷。之后俩月公司陆续有人离职,恰巧都是与自己有相关业务部门,工作开展极其不顺利,有时候自己花了时间并不能达到想要的效果,还被领导批评。恰逢年中,又是各种考核指标袭来,白加黑的工作如约到来,喘不过气。</span></p><p style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; line-height: 2em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">情感进展也不顺利。虽然俩人感情不错,但自己条件并不优秀也得不到女友家里的认可,感情悬而未决,一时看不到方向。多重情绪扑面而来,错综复杂,让我的工作情绪降到的最低点。冷静下来思考:到底什么工作什么样的人生适合自己?我的内心需要什么?</span></p><p style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; line-height: 2em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">毛不易歌词也许能代表我心境:怎么三十多年到头来,还在人海里浮沉?像我这样迷茫的人,像我这样寻找的人,像我这样碌碌无为的人,你还见过多少人?</span></p><p style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; line-height: 2em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">辞职考公的想法不止一日在脑海中浮现,思考,掂量。毕竟自己在一家公司工作了这么多年,没有功劳也有感情,再者已经快到三十而立的年纪,裸辞的风险实在太大,自己不是刚毕业应届生可以积累经验试错,也许骑驴找马是更好的选择。并且不敢想象,感情如果因为这次冒险很可能会失败。回家和父母、女友商量,也劝我慎重选择。</span></p><p style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; line-height: 2em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">这样彷徨多日,突然一日猛然明白一个道理:考公为人民服务是毕业后的初心,现在虽然年纪大了,但一直念念不忘。如果等到结婚,有了家庭孩子,更不会做这样的决定,可能后悔一辈子。趁现在未婚拼一把,如果失败,可能后悔消沉一阵子。虽然代价大但仍可勉强承受,何不拼尽全力去圆一次梦呢?</span></p><p style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; line-height: 2em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">想到这,好像给了一个说服自己的理由。第二天当用笔在离职书上签字的那一刻,我感觉到了无比释然,但也觉得肩上担子更重,这条迷雾丛生的路,是我自己选的,再难也要前行。</span></p><section style="margin-right: 16px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0em; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 14px; font-family: 等线; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></span><strong style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: rgb(120, 172, 254); font-size: 24px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">决战期:最终逆袭</strong></section><section style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0em; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">办理离职,弄好交接,也去找了几家单位去应聘,想找个双休工作先做着,这样边做边看,但因为路途和对方工作内容的一些等原因没能一致,最后想了想,反正12月考试就要来了,最多一个多月,索性自己看看书,再最后试下。清楚的记得,离职后本想放松下心情,原本计划好的国庆三天省外游,思来想去被压缩成了市内一日游,最后因为天气和女友劝说下变成图书馆一日游。也许更多是任务在身,心理负担,玩也玩不尽兴。</span></section><section style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0em; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">假期后正式投入省考复习。主要还是模块练习和刷题训练。第一轮把五大模块按顺序来一遍,第二轮进行套卷的刷题练习。每天平均学习时间七八个小时吧。天气好时就去图书馆,能尽快进入状态,剩下的在家看书做题。娱乐活动也暂时牺牲停止了。好在加入一个备考群,有很多小伙伴陪伴和相互监督,交流学习方法。时间过的飞快,中途参加国考练兵,还在无锡住了一夜,想来国考第一次在无锡,这次也算来个结尾。</span></section><section style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0em; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">省考如愿到来,感觉前半部分做的很顺,在逻辑推理和数学题上遇到难关,自我感觉不太好。但下午还是定了定神,尽力去把申论考好。考完还和女友吃了顿火锅庆祝暂时解放,随后投入到当地一个事业编的复习,边等等成绩。</span></section><section style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0em; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">1月3日,记得好像晚上,突然得知能查分,心里有些激动和紧张,毕竟这次考试倾注太多,已无路可退,面试都没进的话承受的失败压力更大。深呼吸下,颤抖的点开查分界面,分数不算高,130+,算意料中,行测还是短板,没发挥好,但也许岗位不太热门,进入职位内排名3又让我燃起希望(招2)。这就意味着进入面试,完成了初级目标,暂时松口气。这次不敢掉以轻心,随后报了个地面班,争取冲下面试。</span></section><section style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0em; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">谁都没想到,随后的日子却是备考期间最艰难,也是最值得回忆的日子。新冠疫情的突袭给华夏大地按下暂停键,也给我来了个措手不及。第一,原本计划就是一鼓作气,2月底就是面试。一个多月的时间突击,争取逆袭。第二,疫情到来让我进退两难,面试被无限期推迟,在家更多的面临心理压力。本就背水一战,可这情况雪上加霜。</span></section><section style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0em; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">整个春节都没过好,感觉焦虑恐慌和压抑,各种滋味都有。小区早已戒严封闭,进出口体温检测和身份查询让人感觉如临大敌。手机微博上也不断的刷新武汉的消息,负面情绪蔓延,不断跳动着感染和伤亡人数。复习自然效率很低,地面班也变成网课,好在老师负责上了两轮。自己也是在家背着题目和记忆要点,但心思却不能完全在上面。</span></section><section style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0em; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">随着疫情发展,图书馆早已不能去了,只能在家固守,靠余粮和超市买回来的存货,每天自己做着简单的东西度日。还不断安慰自己,现在国难当头,前线的人火线担当,我们后方的也要做好自己,不添乱。二月,三月,四月,不知道怎么一天天的过来的,看着日历和新闻,一天天盼着感染着数字下去,尽快恢复。面试哪怕不过,也可以去尽快找工作。面试时间的猜测各种说法,无聊逛论坛,5678月的都有,甚至记得有个“王中王”的坛友预测到9月以后,时间成了我最大的担忧。三十而立的我已经没有多少时间可以挥霍。好在女友给了很多鼓励和支持,没有怨言和阻碍。这段时光也感谢她。</span></section><section style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0em; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">面试已经从一鼓作气的闪电战,变成了考验内心的拉锯战。近半年时光的拉锯已让每人差距无限缩小,逆袭的可能也越来越小,答过的题反而没有以前说的那么好和流畅。我只想尽快去面试,结束这段时光,哪怕立马工作。终于,黑暗中希望的曙光来临。江苏清零,武汉解封,全国控制,人大时间确定,而后江苏省也宣布面试时间,终于那刻起看到了终点。</span></section><section style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0em; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">随后的日子不再赘述,6月7日,上考场那天,通过两道安检和测量体温,在许多家长的目光注视下,稳步走入考场,蓦然感到肩上责任和压力。备考区内心中一直告诉自己不要紧张,而候考室内读题本的时间过得非常快,可能是自己紧张和思考不充分,脑海飞速转动,快速在草稿上写了每题的要点。</span></section><section style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0em; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">进入考场,还没等到问好,考官就说直接进来,不用打招呼,心里咯噔一下立马镇静,大步向前走去。四题答得中规中矩,要说亮点也就第一题引用了总理的话,和第四题引用了前段时间巢涨价的案例。主考官的面容非常严肃,好在全程没啥明显磕绊,比较流畅,眼睛一直盯着考官。中间两题感觉不好,一度以为自己这次又是折戟沉沙,但心里想这次机会太难太难,不能这样放弃,也就硬逼着自己说下去。很多人问我面试形式和内容哪个重要,其实我想说都重要。但要我非说个,我选面试形式更多一点,也就是平时说的交流感,这很重要。</span></section><section style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0em; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">说完最后一句谢谢考官,大步走出考场,长出口气,在等待成绩时心中无比坚定和放松,终于半年的等待完成了任务,只待结果,可能分数预估77左右吧,当然期盼更高。考生请签字,当引导员把分数成绩纸条递给我那一刻,瞄一眼,79分,那一刻感觉有点意外又在意料之中。有点小激动,算个不错的分数。因为没有约好对分数,只能先行离场,脑海中回放着当时的画面,久不平静。虽然看似不错,却不保险。一来不知道对手实力的,面试必须反超2+才有希望,也就是对手必须低于77,非常险。二来不知道考官的打分尺度,也许平均分的起分就很高。</span></section><section style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0em; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">经历了两天的忐忑,不停的刷着论坛和微信群,周二的公告终于千呼万唤中发布。那一刻,心跳的很快,既紧张又期待,我也知道这意味着什么,时间汇聚了太多的压力,尤其是在这个特殊的疫情时刻。既希望能绝地反击,又害怕上面没有自己的名字。终于深吸一口气,颤抖的心情点开表格,目光飞速寻找。终于,找到熟悉的字眼,一阵气息上涌,终究如愿逆袭,这半年的付出也算是有了回报。非常惊险,来之不易。之后也将消息告诉了家里和女友,也都为我高兴。这段难忘的公考时光算是短暂的收尾。</span></section><section style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0em; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">面试备考方法和临场细节限于篇幅就不多久讲了(笔试太差不敢讲),机会再开一篇单独唠唠。大家笔试一定要打好基础,不要以进面为目的,尽量拉开差距,奠定胜局。<br style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></span><strong style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: rgb(120, 172, 254); font-size: 24px; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><br style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; box-sizing: border-box !important;"></strong></section><p style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 5px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; clear: both; min-height: 1em; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; text-indent: 0em; line-height: 1.75em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><strong style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: rgb(120, 172, 254); font-size: 24px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">后记</strong></p><section style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; line-height: 2em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">楼主写帖子时想起路遥在小说《人生》前引用柳青的一段话,大抵这样说:人生的道路虽然漫长,但紧要处常常只有几步,尤其是年轻的时候,有时候走错一步,可以影响人的一个时期,也可以影响一生。&nbsp;&nbsp;我不知道自己的这次人生岔路口的选择是否正确,到底会影响多长的一个时期,也许体制内的生活充满艰难和挫折。但我能坚信的是这次选择跟随了自己的内心,路也在脚下,至少还有那个她。</span></section><section style="margin-right: 16px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: 16px; outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; color: rgb(51, 51, 51); font-family: -apple-system, BlinkMacSystemFont, &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, &quot;PingFang SC&quot;, &quot;Hiragino Sans GB&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei UI&quot;, &quot;Microsoft YaHei&quot;, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; letter-spacing: 0.544px; text-align: justify; line-height: 2em; box-sizing: border-box !important;"><span style="outline: 0px; max-width: 100%; font-size: 16px; box-sizing: border-box !important;">星夜月如钩,小区门口,并肩走,回眸,手。</span></section><p></p>
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